Closer: Without it we are animals!

I have been watched the movie 4 years before in the Movietheather with my close friends. I don't know why, i would like to watch it again and, i just watched it. At the first time, it was quite confused to me and disturbed to me, too. Actually i haven't focused it. 

After years, it is honest about relationship, but it is that honest which you hate and you can't say anybody, even yourself! 

Everybody is so dirty, sometimes you try to don't be dirty, but life does not let you. 

After all years, I am looking my around, my friends and myself, the movie which i hated to watch at the first time, is more honestly then us and truly. 

I can write lots of things about the movie, everybody' performan is perfect, but she, Natalie Portman  is... i am not finding any words which describes her and her performans! anyway she is awesome! 

If you've never watch this movie, you should watch it but without prejudice! 

Also there is link which you download ---> Closer

Ps.. The Songs that is under the picture is called ''The Blower's Daughter''. It plays the last part of the movie. It added lots of emotion to experience. 

So here is 'The Blower's Daughter' ,

And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes...

And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes...

Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?

I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind...
My mind...my mind...
'Til I find somebody new

New York, New York !...

Yes, finally I moved in New Nork City! It has been 10 days already. It is a completly new adventure! Everybody is asking to me why i came this city! I say 'why not?' 

Just kidding. The answer is not that easy but the question's answer is nt comming for this article. This is all about New York which i see till now. First impression was, new york city is totally similar Istanbul. Actually, all cosmopolitan cities are similar each other. 

Last year i was in Paris and also you can feel similar atmosphere there. 

Everybody is running somewhere, hurried. Everybody is everywhere, you cannot understand who is who, everybody is speaking different language. That's why you do not  feel you are stanger but even after 10 years later you can feel you are stranger, too. If you live such cities, you must be stress everytime, doesn't matter you are rich or poor, city life brings all of dirty things to you.

Because of you, if you've grown up one of cosmopolitan cities, it is hard to live other cities, sometimes, impossible! Although you hate stress that comes city, you are crazy because of this city but you are poisoned by city, too. And you need this poison as person who needs drugs.

I don't say lot of things about NYC, also everythings which i say, can be wrong, I need to live here. As i see, Life is not easy here, for me i just founded to home to live. I live in Brooklyn, a lot of Jewess and black people live around here. I also live with black people. I like it. Because i have met different cultures, different religions but I have never met black people before, i have never chanced to meet with them. It is a chance for me, after this time, i live with them. 

But I don't feel ok, so much. My budget is running out fastly. I need to find job as soon as possible. That's why my problem is continuing!

When i started to this article, i was planning to write a lot of information about NYC but I don't want to write more. I have to focus job to find. :) 

By the way, i add the link here --> New York City

You can find some infos which you do not need so much...

Take care...